But Unfortunately I Can't

I don't want to cry. But always, you make me have no other choice rather than cry. Yes, indees in this complex-triangle love, I can't hope for any better moment with you. Yes, indeed, i recognize that she may love you too..
I can't accept things. I cant accept to lose you again. I've waited for you in a matter of half of my life. Then If I would lose you again, I can't

Remember, Lutfi, I can't love any other boy. It's little bit exaggerate, but it's true. This damn love cannot changed by time, place and condition. Remember, you always have special place, right here in my heart. I couldn't careless what people may think of I am. Because I just am and you just the way you are. I can't hidden my feeling now and even I can't sob it.

I will always waiting for you, even you'll never come for me. I'll always love you, even you'll never love me...

In rain, I always wanna drained by water, absorbed by soil, boomed by air..
05-07-2011